When it comes to the twin flame journey, the more seasoned of us know it is not all fluffy and light - not because that isn’t a part of it, but because we are often awakened to it when we are in the darkness and our souls need us to face our karmic wounds and deepest shadows to heal. It is common for Twin Flames to get so caught up with the physical world and how things APPEAR to be when in separation that we can become miserable, depressed and even suicidal. Know that these things are NOT because of you and your Twin Flame, but because of old wounds that are influencing our perception, and thus experience of the connection. Admitting to what we are feeling, is the first step. I felt angry, and hurt, abandoned and suicidal when my Twin Flame after appearing to be responding to my energy positively (albeit whilst still with a karmic) suddenly married the karmic one day. I had predicted this several months earlier that he would be married that year but I didn’t specifically get it was his karmic. I was absolutely devastated and I didn’t reacted well to it, the anger lasting for years afterwards. I had in the beginning of my journey many years before been told by spirit he would divorce his karmic but I thought they just mean split up as he wasn’t married - but now I realise why they specifically said divorce. However the WHEN has always been elusive to me. It is only recently when I admitted that the situation was making me feel bad and suicidal that I suddenly felt a massive relief and no longer so “obsessed” by the situation and him. I’d. been holding myself back by not admitting the truth - not about my feelings for him, but about how bad the situation was impacting me. Now I feel more able to focus on myself again and be more open to the connection without getting as triggered and taking things so personally.
Doing the “Shadow-Work” is essential, meaning to admit and accept when we are in pain, and to let ourselves “feel it to heal it” - not to bypass, or force the healing process, but to allow how we feel to be what it is, to treat ourselves with compassion, kindness and gentleness as we move through the pain to the place we need to be afterwards to find the release and relief from karmic wounding, and find the love, joy and appreciation in our lives again, and THEN we can align to our Twin Flame path mutually and meet each other in LOVE.
🔥💖🔥
Bex
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